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    • me when i was 5: I LOVE NUGGETS AND MONSTERS INC
    • me at 13: I LOVE RAP MUSIC AND SWEARING
    • me at 15: I HATE EVERYTHING
    • me at 18: I LOVE NUGGETS AND MONSTERS INC
    "[The Thing is]
    to love life, to love it even
    when you have no stomach for it
    and everything you’ve held dear
    crumbles like burnt paper in your hands,
    your throat filled with the silt of it.
    When grief sits with you, its tropical heat
    thickening the air, heavy as water
    more fit for gills than lungs;
    when grief weights you like your own flesh
    only more of it, an obesity of grief,
    you think, How can a body withstand this?
    Then you hold life like a face
    between your palms, a plain face,
    no charming smile, no violet eyes,
    and you say, yes, I will take you
    I will love you, again."
    Ellen Bass, “The Thing Is”  (via athinkingstone)

    (Source: inagrayroom)

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